she told someone behind my back which makes it all the worse. i've been made to feel small and sad....... run away to Berlin! i want to run away and stay there! this is why no one should trust artists.

MUST BE THE SEASON OF THE WITCH.

who?

That is sad news Lydia.
Here are some photographs of PRIMATES which should hopefully cheer you up somewhat.

Did somebody inform she was spreading the lies like peanut butter on jelly or did she directly message you with insults herself?

Regarding rats and no heating, yeah lets get on it, as Castro has been drilling into us for months now, IT'S ALL ABOUT THE GRANTS APPLEFUCKARRRRRRRRRRS!!


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I AM SO ANGRY

HANNAH STONEY HAS BEEN TELLING PEOPLE ALL MY UNI WORK IS COPIED
I AM FURIOUS. HOW DARE SHE. (IT ISN'T)

SHE IS OBVIOUSLY A DEMON SENT TO TEST ME.

THIS IS ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT.

HELP.
ME THINK OF A P.O.A

not a planet. maybe a small asteroid thats got stuck in orbit.


i would like to go in on a studio in london but honestly i don't know how i'll ever afford it. if its a cheap grotty one-room affair with no heating and rats then that'll probably be in my price range. or a tree house. or a shack on the thames estuary.
haha but you know i quite like the sound of that!
because i can find somewher to live cheaply enough for myself but if we want to have somewhere for all of us it can't be magnificient.

seven.

you're totally a planet along with the rest of us applefucker! as we've discussed, we're all going to be slightly rooted to a ground with certain commitments that have to be followed through with, but once they're complete we'll be 25 and it will all make sense.
In the meantime...Lydia, what do you say we begin looking for places to live/study in London for post-graduation or are you on the travelling boat? Jam get involved, depending on what institution you end up in? Or we could just set up camp outside of that big smokey place?

Filaments.....OUR space we live in should be a place we invite fellow illustrators/sculptors/artists/musicians to take up a weekly residency which we can post online and that, turn the home into a continual exhibitional space to share with everyone? Make it a refreshed hub of creativity, we'd be absorbing SO Many new ideas and minds from those involved, and this way, we could put on Bear Gami/CLINIC events without the need of a pub/bar in town?

let me know the address as soon as you know it yourself so i can travel their via the means of google mapping motherbrotherapplefucker.


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(CAN'T COME TO BERLIN. jealous )

we can't all be comets someone has to navigate AND I'M AFRAID THAT'S YOU JAM you will be the stationary, joe and I will be the orbitary WE WILL ALL BE THE REVOLUTIONARY but we'll need a place to start. stop shifting blame. you know we can't know where we need to be until you know where you need to be. because we could be anywhere and it would still work. we are the centre of the universe it all revolves around us. be it berlin, tokyo, stockholme, reykjavik, london, bristol. we'll make it our own....

SOMEONE HAS TO MAKE THIS DECISION!