AH MAN lydia dont feel so bad you know she probably said it because her boyfriend is a skinny emo
and because shes jelous.
she feels unaccepted in class and its your art that makes it feel that way because it blows her mind,
JELOUSY IS A CREATION TO MAKE US FEEL BETTER OR ATLEAST TRY TO BY CREATING A FALSE SENSE OF SOMETHING TO CONVINCE OURSELVES OF THINGS THAT MIGHT NOT BE WHICH UNFORTUNATLY USUALY HURTS OTHERS, ITS A SILLY THING CREATED BY INSECURE MINDS, AND AS JOE SAYS


ITS A MONKEY THING TO DO 
were not animals 
so lets not think like one we can overide such things


SO FEEL SPARKLE DUST AND MOVE ON


CHELTENHAM IS A GHOST TOWN ANYWAY,
remember you are a nut, and its your shell
someday youl be eaten and congested into real socialist society,


man just create it doesnt matter if its good or bad
because we have this plan and it trancends art,
because wev made art something horrible something that capitalises
for a single person
and our idea is grouping people under creation, creation for its own sake rather
than individuals,
THATS NOT TO SAY DONT CREATE :)


man and iv decided where im going, im following wheres best to go, if you guys are too busy 
il just move to stockholm for a bit or berlin like im doing nowwwwww,
im drilling it into you like a bully because i dont want your minds to forget it
time does that! and modern society, mabie by bullying your concious minds it will settle into the
subconcious and then nature works itself,
im doing it to myself too ! :D